I just want to kiss you, so god damn much.
I haven’t ever had the desire to kiss anyone, but ugh… any time I think about it, my heart goes nuts and all the butterflies come back.
Why do you live so far awayyy?
If a person has ugly thoughts, it begins to show on the face. And when that person has ugly thoughts every day, every week, every year, the face gets uglier and uglier until you can hardly bear to look at it.
A person who has good thoughts cannot ever be ugly. You can have a wonky nose and a crooked mouth and a double chin and stick-out teeth, but if you have good thoughts it will shine out of your face like sunbeams and you will always look lovely.
Roald Dahl, The Twits (via vgarcianess) —
Margaret Atwood (via extracorporeal)
(出典: victimize)
—For anyone else reading this, no I’m not in love with my brother related by blood… haha. Carlos, if you’re reading, you must be stalking my Tumblr or I linked you without thinking of the posts I put up, so please ignore my gushing in all my other posts. ;_;
I know you’ve heard it all before, and I’ve somehow come up with a cheesy poetic way to express my feelings to you, but this time I’m doing things a little differently. I thought about what I’d write in a letter to you if I had the chance, and I figured it’d be a nice change. So if I had to write one, it’d go something like this.
Dear you…
I somehow have ended up in a kind of rut when it comes to what to say to you, because you already know it all. If you don’t know it all by now, well.. I need to learn more words. But, here goes!
I wanted to remind you that even though I always talk about us being in a relationship and the fact that I always seem to be focusing more on you as a lover than anything else, that I cherish and love you as a best friend over and above everything else you are to me. When I had so many reasons to doubt myself, you managed to remind me that I was better than those doubts. And everything that’s happened in my life, you’ve always been right there, even when we don’t always agree on how to go about finding a solution.
I was really, honestly flattered that you ended up trusting me and maintained your friendship with me even after all the problems with Bray passed. I didn’t predict that you would end up having feelings for me, and honestly, even though I had feelings towards you, I spent so long convincing myself you’d never feel the same that it basically became concrete that you wouldn’t ever feel the same. Then when you told me otherwise, the concrete shattered; both from between us, and around my desire to avoid relationships for good.
Since then, we’ve only become closer. I would trust you with the world, and I know I can tell you absolutely anything I feel without you turning around and laughing at me like most would. You accept my insecurities and my flaws, and make me feel like the most special person in the world. You’ve found a way to remind me every day that I’m a good person and that I have a lot of good things to offer everyone in my life.
You’re my best friend, and I hope that doesn’t change. I really hope that someday I can do the same for you, and manage to remind you about everything that’s amazing about you. You really, truly are a remarkable person… I adore you. Even with our differences to do with just about everything, and our ability to be complete and utter opposites, we still fit together.
I hope I can make you happy when September comes, and I can call you mine. I hope you’ll always know that just because we’re physically apart doesn’t mean that there’s any real distance between us. I hope you will look back when you’re older and still remember my name, and the stupid things about me; I hope you remember that I loved you, in every way one person can love another. As a friend, as a best friend, and as a lover. I hope you find happiness, no matter where that happiness lies. I hope the person you find yourself falling in love with treats you as you should be treated, and sees the wonderful things in you that I do, and more.
These 10,000 miles between us mean less and less as we take another step further. I can’t wait to keep walking down the path we’re on together.
I love you so much.
♥
Breathe air you’re not used to, tread floors you don’t fall through
Make waves, you crash a cymbal hard
Follow no one, always play the wrong card
Waste days, in foreign places
Shed light, on your better side
Reassure me that you’ll wait for me, wait for me as long as it takes
And I’ll hold my breath, I’ll hold my breath
Until you see me in your dreams
We’ll stay awake beneath the trees
We’ll watch the buildings turn to dust
A sky of diamonds just for us
You are the risk I’ll always take
The only branch I’ll never break
Those fears we’ll blow them all away
We’ll blow them all away
Fight fires in your best clothes, touch skin with your eyes closed
Chase thunder, with the volume down
Pack a suitcase, wander to the next town
Force quit, on your losing streak
Solve a riddle in a magazine, be tongue in cheek
Tell me that we’re still too young, that we’re still too young and I’ll hold my tongue
I’m here, I am here to take you
I’ll swim, I will swim to save you
No fall, I am here to catch you
I’ll swim, I will swim to save you
Until you see me in your dreams
We’ll stay awake beneath the trees
We’ll watch the buildings turn to dust
A sky of diamonds just for us
You are the risk I’ll always take
The only branch I’ll never break
Those fears we’ll blow them all away
We’ll blow them all away
♥
